It was a dare... o.o

 'Tis was a dare. Kai never said I couldn't block it out. xD Jeez, I really gotta cut my hair.

 Crona from Soul Eater (I think)


Kohei ^-^









Jasper ^-^









And Kohei again.


I have more just the pictures are on my other computer.

Sexy face for Marshall xD

 It's more of a pedo face really. xD

-Joshua

He's amazing, okay? End of.

I don't even have a proper post o-o

I told Marshie how awful I looked and I don't think he believed me.



Life lesson children: Do not stay up until 5 to 6 am and only get about two hours sleep. You will end up sitting around in a t-shirt and hoodie in your boxers, with awful bed hair. =-=-

-Joshua .

Marshie Wanted To See My Glasses e-e

Hey! I was asked to show me with glasses, so um, here. I usually wear contacts though.

Um, it's an old picture really cause I can't be bothered to take one. One of my friends is a professional photographer and this is one of their photos ^-^

Love you guys.

-Joshua. 

Ooh Joshua! xD

Hey Kai here. :'D I hacked Joshua's blog to embarrass him with this picture. xD

See you.

Being Bipolar .-.

Okay, as you know I am bipolar. I know not everyone knows what bipolar is, so I'm going to give you some symptoms.

• Mood Swings -  Mood swings are the most common symptom of bipolar disorder and are a combination of the manic and depressive symptoms. A mood swing is characterized by high levels of positivity followed by high levels of negativity and depression or vice versa.
• Euphoria - A manic episode will present symptoms of euphoria in patients. Sufferers experience a heightened level of happiness and a sense of accomplishment.
• Rapid Speech - A good indication that someone is experiencing a manic episode is rapid speech. Patients will suddenly begin speaking extremely quickly for long periods of time.
• Racing Thoughts - Racing thoughts are a common manic bipolar symptom. Individuals will have a difficult time focusing on one thing and will tend to overbalance their thoughts.
• Irritation - Irritation and agitation are common in both manic and depressive episodes. Sufferers are easily irritated by situations they normally wouldn't be agitated with.
• Increased Physical Activity -  When a person is experiencing a manic episode they will often have extremely high levels of energy. To help relieve the energy, sufferers often turn to physical activity. If someone suddenly feels the need to exercise excessively to exert energy, it may be an indication of a problem.
• Careless Use Of Drugs/Alcohol -  Sometimes, people suffering from bipolar disorder will turn to drugs and alcohol. Careless use of these substances may be a warning sign of deeper issues. 
• Decreased Need For Sleep - As previously noted, manic episodes often involve large bursts of energy and euphoria. These symptoms can make it incredibly difficult to sleep. An individual experiencing this symptom will require less sleep but won’t necessarily feel tired or exhausted.
• Missed Work - A common symptom of bipolar disorder is the inability to maintain a schedule. For this reason, many bipolar sufferers will often miss work (or school or other commitments).
• Fatigue - Contrary to manic symptoms, individuals suffering from a depressive episode will experience extreme tiredness and fatigue. Wanting to go to bed, staying in bed late and a lack of motivation throughout the day are all signs of bipolar disorder.
• Chronic Pain For No Known Reason - Individuals experiencing other symptoms on the list, along with chronic pain with no known cause, may be suffering from bipolar disorder. This pain can present itself throughout many parts of the body including, but not limited to, severe headaches.
• Sadness/Hopelessness - One of the most popular symptoms of a depressive episode associated with bipolar disorder is an overwhelming feeling of sadness and hopelessness. Individuals will fall into a state of depression and will have noticeably different symptoms than those related to a manic episode (where individuals experience a heightened sense of happiness and euphoria).
• Suicidal Thoughts - .As noted before, individuals with bipolar disorder will often feel sad and depressed. In extreme cases, they will develop suicidal thoughts and act in a suicidal manner. If these symptoms present themselves, seek medical or professional attention immediately.

Alright, I know it's long, but it's just to make sure you fully understand bipolar and the people who have it. 

And Marshall asked for another photo of me, so I guess here it is... e-e

I picked the picture! xD - Kai.

About Moi. o^o

'Elloh people of the internet.  This is my blog's about me.
Trying to make it detailed so people don't have to ask questions.

My name is Joshua Es -.. Wait! Not telling you my second name you little stalkers! ;o
I am fifteen years old. Correction: I am fifteen years young. I do not want to be old before my time.
I consider myself quite funny when you get to know me.
I'm pretty shy around new people or hot guys.
I'm gay, but I used to be bisexual. Sorry ladies.
I am bipolar. ._.
I have bulimia. It's an eating disorder if you don't know.
I'm insecure because I get bullied for being bipolar.
Down the side of my blog, are awesome people. Two of them are my brothers.  Well, I consider them brothers. We're really close c:
I get irritated sometimes if people do not use proper grammar and spelling. It's like a pet peeve of mine.
I AM DANISH AND PROUD, MOFO'S. :'D
I have a dirty mind. (( Shh... It's called sexy imagination Josh... ))
I'm not actually that tall enough though in photos, I do look tall. I'm only 5'2.
BUT HEY! I'm not small. My height is just cute, so booyah.
I love so many bands, and if I named them all I would take up half a page, but here are some of them: SWS, GD, ALT, FOB, BOTDF, 1D (Kidding), SLIPKNOT, FOOFIGHTERS, PTV, ETF, and BVB and GT
Too lazy to type out the full band names, so work it out. xD.
I love yaoi, and I love Japan. I wanna go there sometime. I would literally fangirl if a Japanese person viewed my little blog. :'D That's the main reason I put a translate bar on the side xD
I can't think of anything else.
Got a question? ASK.

Now its time for Le Joshua... *Facepalm* Kill me.

It's, like, the only photo I like of myself. xD I don't even know why, I'm fugly. 

Anyway, bye guys. Love chu ^-^ - Joshua